Thursday, July 31, 2008
Oh what is wrong with me, getting emotional nowadays. I was so frustrated when I realised that I could not borrow books in my school library because the librarian said that the Term for Secondary 4 to borrow has ended.
I was fuming in anger because I was searching for books to borrow for about 20 minutes and then when I went to the counter, she told me that I can't borrow! I was absolutely infuriated by this. I was cursing the school that the system was horrendous. I maked a big scene there and everyone was staring agape at me. Moreover, I told the librarian that this was absurd. I rushed out of the place in anger searching for truth. I then went to search for the teacher in charge of the library.
I waited outside the staffroom for the teacher, and I saw the principal came out, I ignored him and he looked at me assuming that I have no manners. Well, I didn't want to greet him because I was already fumming, if I was to greet, it would be like adding fuel to the fire. When I finally found the teacher, I asked her whether was it really true that the Secondary 4 cannot borrow books, She replied in a shocked face "No". Surprised by what I had said, I told her that the librarian said that it has ended.
She then went with me to speak with the librarian and I was telling her that it could not have ended because if it did, it would already have announced it in the 'PA' system. She agreed.
When we spoke to the librarian, she was confused by the deadline for the Secondary 4 to borrow books, it was on 28 August. She then apologised and allowed me to borrow books. When I gave the books to her, I could sense anger in her heart because I asked a teacher to resolve the issue. I told her that I was terribly remorseful that I shouldn't acted out of anger but I had to because I really wanted to borrow books. She said that she didn't mind but I could still sense anger and sadness in her. I really feel so guilty that I caused a big scene and I really want to show my apologies to her sincerely.
Seriously, although I had acted out of impulsiveness, but I was remorseful and feel sympathetic for her because I shouldn't had created a big scene.
Labels: A big scene
--God Is Good--
7/31/2008 03:41:00 PM
