Oh what is wrong with me, getting emotional nowadays. I was so frustrated when I realised that I could not borrow books in my school library because the librarian said that the Term for Secondary 4 to borrow has ended.

I was fuming in anger because I was searching for books to borrow for about 20 minutes and then when I went to the counter, she told me that I can't borrow! I was absolutely infuriated by this. I was cursing the school that the system was horrendous. I maked a big scene there and everyone was staring agape at me. Moreover, I told the librarian that this was absurd. I rushed out of the place in anger searching for truth. I then went to search for the teacher in charge of the library.

I waited outside the staffroom for the teacher, and I saw the principal came out, I ignored him and he looked at me assuming that I have no manners. Well, I didn't want to greet him because I was already fumming, if I was to greet, it would be like adding fuel to the fire. When I finally found the teacher, I asked her whether was it really true that the Secondary 4 cannot borrow books, She replied in a shocked face "No". Surprised by what I had said, I told her that the librarian said that it has ended.

She then went with me to speak with the librarian and I was telling her that it could not have ended because if it did, it would already have announced it in the 'PA' system. She agreed.

When we spoke to the librarian, she was confused by the deadline for the Secondary 4 to borrow books, it was on 28 August. She then apologised and allowed me to borrow books. When I gave the books to her, I could sense anger in her heart because I asked a teacher to resolve the issue. I told her that I was terribly remorseful that I shouldn't acted out of anger but I had to because I really wanted to borrow books. She said that she didn't mind but I could still sense anger and sadness in her. I really feel so guilty that I caused a big scene and I really want to show my apologies to her sincerely.

Seriously, although I had acted out of impulsiveness, but I was remorseful and feel sympathetic for her because I shouldn't had created a big scene.

Labels: A big scene

7/31/2008 03:41:00 PM

During last Saturday Sermon, I learnt an important thing which the pastor had preached to us. The 'Unsung Hero'.

What is it, you might be wondering. Basically, this means that it is known as Forgotten Leader. At times, we might be stumble by obstacles in life, things which are so difficult to overcome it that we ended up in frustration and disappointment.

Pastor told us that he went to a secondary school, and went to relief one of the Secondary two classes.

He told us that went he step inside the class, it was like havoc, chaotic and vulgarities were spewing across from one end to another. It was horrible. The pastor told us that, all of them would go to Hell, because none of them behaves like a good student, in fact, there seems to be no Christian in the class. It really disappoints us, because not many of the students nowadays care about such issues and continue their life as if they couldn't be bothered about their spiritual well being.

Pastor told us that if there were really a Christian there, would he/she follow what others do? Or follow her own righteous way and believe in Lord Jesus all the way? If she were that kind, she would be known as the 'Unsung Hero'.

However, seems that the society is progressing so dramatically, we rarely pause and think back about what the Lord has done for us. Some may say, "Bah, I don't believe in such nonsense, I mean who cares?" or maybe such as this "Really? But I believe in my own God, and maybe its just coincidence because maybe its luck or fate?"

Sometimes, people try to ignore the fact that Lord Jesus is our saviour and our Creator. It really saddens me, because many people whom they ignore the fact, are going to Hell.

You might be thinking that I'm just so narrow-minded. No! I tell you this brothers and sisters, why do I have to care for you if I'm not a Christian? I can do my own things and won't be bothered to type all this and share about what I had believed in!

Its because God touched my heart and changed my Life so tremendously that I want to thank the Lord so much for what he had done for me! That is why I'm sharing with you, I want you to realise the power what God can do in our life!

In my class, I really want to share the gospel to all my friends and tell them how Great is Lord Jesus, who saved us from Sins and give us eternal life if we believe in him and follow his words and commands. However, it seems difficult because most of my classmates are 'slackers', violent people and other types of them as well.

Christian walk is never easy, but God will always be there for us no matter what. He will shine his light on our path and guide us out of crisis and difficulties! Remember, For God so loved the world, that he sent his only begotten son to save us all! Its whether you want to accept him as your beloved God, creator and Saviour!

Praise God for what he has done for you, be it good or bad because bad situation will turn out good in the end! For God do things in a very miraculous ways!

Remember people, Accept Lord Jesus as your saviour and believed in him! Don't just read and forget about all this that I have typed! All these comes from the effort of God through me that he allowed me to persevere and typed His teachings!

I prayed for each and everyone will receive the blessing from Lord Jesus, and healed those who are in need and supply the people needs and comforts!
Worship only Lord Jesus, for other Idols are nothing but Idols alone. Idols take and does not give. For we worship a True and living God, Jesus, who answers our prayers. Seek and you shall find! Thou shall not hate, but love your enemies as you love your neighbours!

Labels: The Unsung Hero

7/28/2008 06:38:00 PM

Do not follow your lust and desires of the flesh that is in battle with the Spirit of God. You must crucify your desires and live a Spiritual life without sex or masturbation. If you do not, you go against God and will go to hell.

But if you take pleasure in committing even a slight sin, which you know to be sin, and you do so trusting to your own abstinence and presuming on grace, without doing penance and reparation for it, know that it can become a mortal sin. Accordingly, if some sinful pleasure of any kind comes into your mind, you should right away think about where it is heading and repent. After human nature was weakened, sin has frequently arisen out of human infirmity. There is no one who does not sin at least venially, but God has in his mercy given mankind the remedy of feeling sorrow for each sin as well as anxiety about not having made sufficient reparation for the sins for which one has made reparation.

However, if a soul’s will is not corrected, an end without end then confines that soul. What happens is that the devil, knowing that each person will be judged according to his conscience and intention, labours mightily at the end of life to distract the soul and turn it away from rectitude of intention, and God allows it to happen, since the soul refused to remain vigilant when it ought to have?

So, in God’s judgment it is not how people end their lives or their horrible death that leads to their reward or condemnation, but their intention and will. The case is similar concerning these two bishops. One of them suffered more painfully and died a more terrible death. This reduced his punishment, although it did not gain him the glory, because he did not suffer with a right intention. The other bishop died in glory, but this was due to my hidden justice and did not gain an eternal reward for him, because he did not rectify his intention while he was alive. 7/11/2008 08:13:00 PM

Hi people, its been a while I have not posted some of my topics. I apologised for I was rather busy with my studies and was also skiving for sometimes.

Today, I would like to share some verses which reviewed me, hopefully these verses will also impact you because these verses are God's words.

Here is a trustworthy saying: If we died with him, we will also live with him; if we endure, we will also reign with him. If we disown him, he will also disown us; if we are faithless, he will remain faithful, for he cannot disown himself. (2 Timothy 2: 11-13)

This verse means that Jesus has saved us all, we are to live with him forever. If we were to go through thick and thin without giving up faith on Jesus, we will surely reign with Jesus. If we are to deny Jesus as our saviour and God, He will also disclaim us. Even if we are without faith, He will still remain faithful forever because he is the Almighty God.

Nevertheless, God's solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: "The Lord knows those who are his and, "Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness." (2 Timothy 2: 19)

For God stands strong always, He knows who are faithful to him and Whoever confess and acknowledge the name of the Lord must repent and avert from wrong doings.

For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account. (Hebrews 4: 12-13)

God's words are proactive always, His words are pointy than anything, which penetrates even to the very soul and spirit, and every flesh and bones. It judges the thinking and attitudes of our heart as no creation can be confined from God. Everything will be reavealed and laid infront of God for we are to give account of our doings.

Let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water (Hebrews 10: 22)

We must be sincere in worshipping God, to put in all our trust and faith. Cleanse our hearts from the thoughts of guilty conscience and washed our bodies with pure water to keep in faith and clean.

So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. For in just a very little while, "He who is coming will come and will not delay. But my righteous one will live by faith. And if he shrinks back, I will not be pleased with him." But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who believe and are saved. (Hebrews 10: 35-39)

Remember that our confidence in God will be blessed and richly rewarded for our preseverance have succeeded in the will of God as he will give what He has promised. For he will come one day and will not be late, as for the righteous one will wait till he comes with assured faith. If he was to back down, God will not be pleased. But, we do not shrink back and become useless and perish, for we believed in Him will be saved.

Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." So we say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?" (Hebrews 13: 5-6)

Do not be indulged by the temptation of money and be happy with what you have, for God has said that He will never leave us and never forsake us. We will reply with confidence saying, for God is my helper, hence I shall not be afraid for man cannot harm me because God is protecting us.

Above all, my brothers, do not swear—not by heaven or by earth or by anything else. Let your "Yes" be yes, and your "No," no, or you will be condemned. (James 5: 12)

I noticed that many people liked to use curses and swearing among each other. It is against to swear upon heaven or anyone or anything else, as it is written let Yes be a Yes and No be a No or you will be condemned.

'And into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade—kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God's power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials' (1 Peter 1:4-6)

For your rewards are in heaven and will never perish. By faith, God will protect you with his power until the day which is to come and be revealed for the last time. For you will be rejoicing although you are facing through different circumstances.

If you're feeling pessimistic, don't worry, for you shall rejoice in the name of God because he will shower his love with compassion and guide you out of a dark road, for light will be shone upon you and darkness shall tremble at the name of His voice, Jesus.

For you are worth it, because God took his time to create every creation on Earth. If you were to leave in hatred and jealousy, God will be displeased. God love us so much that he sent his precious begotten Son, Jesus to take away our sins. It is through you whether you want to accept Him as your saviour, for those who do not accept, shall perish.

Remember, you're worth everything in God's eyes. He love you as always and will never bear to let you go. You might be downs and cursing for the plight in your situation. But don't ever blame God because he has already doing his miracle works in your life and helping you out, be patient and wait in delight, for you will be triumph and praise God for his glory and effort. It might be tough, but God will surely help you.

And I would like to end this in a word of prayer. I thank God for giving us life everyday and living it to the fullest. Thank for his compassion and caring that he has showered on us, for god will surely resolve all our problems as nothing is impossible through Him. I pray for those who need healing will be healed, who need strength and wisdom will be given to and praise his holy name. Those who are going through difficult times or having difficulties in studying will be given the power to overcome these issue given by God. Amen!

Labels: Verses of Bible scriptures

7/10/2008 04:42:00 PM

During last Sunday Sermon, I learnt about 'Be confident when Lord Jesus arrival'

Here are some verses we can look into the Bible

'And now, dear children, continue in him, so that when he appears we may be confident and unashamed before him at his coming.' (1 John 2: 28)

This verse is trying to say that we must be faithful to Jesus till the very end, forever and ever. So that when judgement day comes, we will able to stand firm and not be afraid of his presence when he comes.

'Everyone who has this hope in him purifies himself, just as he is pure.' (1 John 3: 3)

This verse is trying to elaborate that, those who put all the faith and trust in Lord Jesus Himself, will be purified, just as Jesus is pure, holy and righteous always.

'Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.' (Romans 5: 3-5)

This verse explains that everything goes through a pain before we gain something. For we do not give up easily because God given us something special, which is call "hope" which gave us the encouragement, for God has given us His love to us in our heart with his Holy Spirit whom He has given us.

'And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.' (2 Corinthians 3: 18)

True believers who trust in the Lord Jesus, will praise the Lord's effort and his works, and they will be transformed by God's power and more to the likeness of Christ-like.

'What agreement is there between the temple of God and idols? For we are the temple of the living God. As God has said: "I will live with them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they will be my people." ' (2 Corinthians 6: 16)

God lives in us. He will be in our heart forever and ever, and he will walk beside us forever, even during crisis, as he is our True Miracle Working God and also our Saviour. He will lead us a way out of crisis and there will be a breakthrough with his help. For men work alone is not enough, we need Lord Jesus in our life to help us persevere on throughout entirely. For whom accept God, Lord Jesus as their Saviour, and confess with their mouth that he had resurrected and rose from the dead and he is a true living God, will be saved.

I have shared some of the Bible verses which I have typed. I hope this has benefited you in many ways and God will continue to do his miracle works in your life. For when we put God first, He will put us first too. I would like to end this with a prayer.

I pray that those who need healing will be healed, who need the strength will be given. Trust will be restored back and you will trust Lord Jesus faithfully and with sincerity. I pray for those who need the motivation to study will be entrusted to, and continue to contribute their part to bring praise to God's glory. All these I pray in Jesus precious name, Amen!

Labels: What will we do when Lord Jesus come?

7/01/2008 08:53:00 PM

Kahsheng (Andrew Wilson.Ng)
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